Cut my hair short last august not because I was broken hearted but – because I wanted to feel something new and look at myself in a new light.
I know I haven’t been updating since god knows when and I really wanted to write again. It was a whirl wind ride for me for the past months. To tell you frankly? I am happy but I wasn’t in a good place. I doubted myself a lot, especially with work related stuff. I started to lose confidence and I just literally don’t know what to do.
I was also busy.
I was busy with work.
And just busy with life in general.
I stopped writing for a while because I wasn’t really into it anymore. I wasn’t feeling motivated like how I used to before when I was still new in this “blogging world”. For how many months, I totally stopped checking my blog, stopped checking groups that are blog related. I thought of quitting for good but in the back of my mind when I experience new things, explored new cities or tried new delicious food – all I wanted to do was to write a new post and share it with you guys.
I wanted to write more and take nice pictures.
I sure am didn’t want to quit.
I know that I don’t have a huge followings here, I don’t even know if there’s anyone who are still reading or visiting my blog. But, in this very moment I suddenly had the urge to write and explain why I haven’t been updating.
I don’t owe anyone any explanations but I know that I owe it to myself, at least.
I wanted to experience the feeling of being thrilled to write again, take new pictures or tell a story of how my day went.
So to summarize it – I want to write more and share my stories, although I’m not good at it.
So here I am now.
Writing my another “first” post.